What you are is what you have been, and what you will be is what you do now

Friday, May 22

Papillon~ Hana to Chou

CeCe introduced to me to Papillon: Hana to Chou.
The artist is the same person who wrote Peach Girl so i had to check it out.
I wasn't disappointed either. Its a great manga.
thanks CeCe.. for adding to another of my obsessions lol.

In anycase, im not normally into girly shoujo manga. Honestly i prefer the action and comedy of shonen manga XD Go naruto and bleach!
But its nice to have a manga i can cry, scream and really get into the drama with. And the writer really knows how to get me interested in her story lines haha she just has to throw in that one evil character i have to watch go down and that main character i can sympathize with and want to read about her overcoming all her struggles. Plus theres that one guy character who i adore. Funny, sweet and always there when you need him yet also very mature, mysterious and a total enigma.

The story of a girl who felt unwanted and unloved by those who meant the most to her. The journey of a little girl still growing inside her cocoon waiting to emerge as a beautiful butterfly.
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So i noticed today that i really get into whatever im reading...
Me and CeCe at borders...
Me:: (reading book) omg nooo!
CeCe:: (looks over) wut?
Me:: (throws book down) i cant read this!
CeCe::..... O_o lol are you okay?
Me:: i hate characters like this... im so upset... (picks book back up and looks at the page again... throws book back down) nooooooo i dont like this!! im so upset!!
Cece:: why what happened!?
Me:: its like... you know... when... and then...(goes back to reading)
CeCe::...... right.... so u better finish that soon! i wanna know >_<


My current song of the moment::

Thursday, May 21

And then there was none

School is FINALLY done done and DONE!! weeeeeeeeeee
all those papers... projects... presentations... exams
all my academic burdens gone for a few months
::tears of joy::
i can have a life now ::sniff: its so nice

so no more Otakon.. that dream was shot down again... going out of town that weekend and i dont want to pay $55 for ONE day... but its all good... Cali, Chicago, Tennessee, and Virgina here i come!

My new $150 Amika Straightener!! =D
the sales guy saw me eyeing the zebra style and pulled me over and WOW-ED my world haha
It was quite the investment but so far its been worth it =p
and i STILL have enough for a laptop. BAM
go me .


I was cleaning out my old stuff from boxes and i happened to come across my old Student aide pass from my AP PSYC class.. ahhh the memories and good times gone by. I loved that class and the teacher was awesome. But i really did abuse this pass to no end XD... just wandering aimlessly in the halls =p


Wanna throw a quick shout out to the graduating class of SP2009 UMBC graduates!! congrats to all of you who worked so hard to overcome another milestone in your academic careers. I wish you all the best in the future!

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Honestly, i dont know what it is about kids who just become attached to me... those who know me know i dont like kids yet every time im with one they want to follow and be around me all the time ^ ^;

the screaming and yelling- oh gawd ::eye twitch::

but you know... i may have a soft spot for them heh. I hate em but i love em too.
doesn't mean i want any ANYTIME soon...

my friend once joked that i should feed them nyquil to put them to sleep.. hahaha...haha..haaaa... joke indeed =)

Btw i hate hiccups! LOL (shuddap CeCe) XD so mean...
Me: so i was ::hic::
CeCe: bwahaha...
Me: and then ::hic::
CeCe: pfffttt haha

Also i came across this song.
We Belong Together by Gavin DeGraw
forgot how much i loved it =)
enjoy


//Ame_ena//

ps: congrats on your new job BFF =)

Wednesday, May 6

~Cosplay ~

Here are some cosplays i may do.
They were all from cosplaymagic.com

Final Fantasy VII 7 Tifa Lockhart Cosplay: B/c Tifa rox my socks!! too bad my hairs short now =(

Bleach Kuchiki Rukia Soul Reaper Uniform Cosplay: b/c Rukia ROXs my SOX shh to the haters! lol i dunno.. it'd be cool to be a shinigami for a day XD


D.Gray-Man Lenalee Lee Cosplay: I like her character and i think they look awesome

Chobits Kotoko Cosplay: i uhh have no idea...

Vocaloid Hatsune Miku Cosplay: it looked cute XD

Soul Eater Maka Albarn Cosplay: if i was a boy i'd be soul but im not and maka is bad ass!.. sometimes .. lol well she uses a scythe and i LOVE scythes =D

Katekyo Hitman Reborn! Chrome Dokuro Cosplay: the eye patch won me over O_O

Shakespeare Rox my SOx

I should be doing homework. But im taking a break =)

anyways... my stupid SOCY 353 teacher is making her students memorize Shakespeare sonnets. Why you ask?... because she likes them... no of course it has nothing to do with NOTHING...
And no its not just ONE sonnet... We have to learn TWO... yep. Please dont ask why again. No one knows. Its retarded. Did i mention she cant spell? She doesn't know the answers to any of the questions we ask either. She complains shes not a morning person yet she gives us quizez the second class starts and expects us to always ask questions and such. Oh but she has a PHD...?

So i just learned the second sonnet and imma show off....
Sonnet 116
Let me not to the marriage of true minds
Admit impediments. Love is not love
Which alters when it alteration finds,
Or bends with the remover to remove:
O no! it is an ever-fixed mark
That looks on tempests and is never shaken;
It is the star to every wandering bark,
Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.
Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
Within his bending sickle's compass come:
Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
But bears it out even to the edge of doom.
If this be error upon me proved,
I never writ, nor no man ever loved.

BAM! no notes i swear!

Anywho... seems like we are hiring a new worker... I dunno if im the only one at work who notices that the past 3 new employees have been young men fresh from or still in highschool...so that makes for new guys. And their all younger then me yet i still look like the baby of the group lol.. kinda sad.. my manager says i should be happy so many guys are around ( and they are all cool as shit) but i dunno... there a sarcastic one (he thinks im slow and makes fun of my height) then theres the sweet one (hes really nice and always helps me out).. the quiet one (he doesnt talk much lol) And i havent been able to meet the new guy yet... But honestly i'd prefer some cool ass chicks come work cuz i've lost 2 cool ass co workers and so that chill group had been dented =(

Well breaks over... sucks...

//ame_ena//

Ps: saving for two months is not looking as easy as i first thought...

Sunday, May 3

FurBy's back... back again

Im cleaning out my closet... ( lol i love eminem... i almost forgot how great he was till i happen to come across his older songs and i fell in love all over again <33.. time to burn a new cd =p ooo i especially loved his slower ones about haliey(sp?)... he has such a sexy voice =D)

anyways i digress...

while cleaning my closet i come across my FURBY... remember those? the evil rodent looking.. thing with big googly eyes and the annoying creepy ass voice it had. I remember waking up in the middle of the night with it looking as me crying "feeeeedddd meeee... im hungry... FEEEED MEEE" i swear if there was anything that used to scare me .... ::shivers::

This was back in 6th grade and i remember one of my friends coming over and throwing the furby against the wall she was so creeped out haha

seriously, i dont need any toy talking to me.
Im just grateful they werent clowns instead O_O.... "IT"... dun dun dunnn

honestly, i found i have too many clothes heh... two bags of donation clothes the size of myself and im still not done cleaning it all out... jeez...

Saw my BFF CECE on friday, so that was very nice <33
missed you girl... im so jealous of your hair and im sorry you had to see my room in the shape that it was hahaha. Oh and your reaction to my scar (mentioned in my last post) was heartwarming, its all good homie, imma tough cookie, i make it look hardcore! =D
and Yes i think you should blog, as well as all u others i know read my blog!

OH OH good news! if i save my next two paychecks and not spend any money i can get a laptop ::cheese:: i just gatta contain myself ::sigh:: which will be pretty hard considering its summer vacation soon and imma wanna spend it going out =( but i REALLY want the laptop....
and i really wanna go to japan... (what?)

lalalala i should be doing my GWST paper but i dont want too ::pout::
plus my uterus hurts >__<

sometimes... im not sure what i wouldn't give to read someones mind because trying to understand how that person thinks and feels has got to be the hardest thing... [[and i say i wanna be a psychologist ^ ^']]

//ame_ena//