What you are is what you have been, and what you will be is what you do now

Wednesday, April 29

Its been a while so bring on the updates!

The last two weeks of College BLOW MY LIFE. Its like the professors suddenly realized that the semesters coming to a close so they needa cram everything in to complie a grade for us -___-. I have no problem with not learning anything and getting an A lol.

Nope, no more summer classes for me. Out of state tuition for MC is wack... 3x as much are you serious!? freaking $772.80 for ONE CLASS whereas in county its $200 .. BULLSHIT!

I seem to be acquiring more and more scars recently... the most epic being the one across my left hand... yes.. 3/4th across my whole left hand... evil evil cats i have. EVIL.

Oh and my knuckle is horribly bruised from me smashing it countless times while trying to safe CD's at work.. i blame the ppl who steal! =p

Finished writing my thousandth paper for my GWST class... i don't think I've ever written the words "breasts".. "fondle"..."grope"..."vagina"...."sexual"..."porno"..."male dominance" as much in my life as i have this semester.

This semester couldn't end faster.

The weather is messing me up.

Me: hi mom!
mom: Hey don't get the swine virus, you'll die! ::walks away::
me:... alright....O_O

There are way too many movies i wanna see this week and im way to broke to see them all =(

Went to an Avalon concert. Was disappointed cause i thought it'd be bigger but i was impressed cause it turned out to be great! Jody will forever be missed... i loved his womanly voice lol.. odd but beautiful. Jeremy is the new deal!... hmm i hope thats his name :: laughs:: in anycase the "new guy" was AWESOME. IMO better then greg... sorry

My friend told me a story of how an old lady gets "trapped" in her car because she forgot the keys so she has no way of automatically opening the doors... shes been sitting in the car for hours.. so she finally finds her phone and calls 911.... their reply? "Mam have you tired manually opening the door?"...."no uhmm let me try......................... oh okay, yes that worked".......... Moral of the story? Technology is destroying our minds and making us stupid lol The cops may charge her for calling 911 for a non emergency... like that lady who complained about Macdonald's chicken nuggets running out......

In my PSYC 307 class we discussed what we would do if offered an anti aging potion to live till 165. I said no. Honestly i dont want to be the "old asian lady". I want to live it as God planned it and go when he planned it. Plus i'd be one hell of a crazy old woman lol Oh but i would love an "add 3 inches to your height" potion XD XD

Did i mention already how this semester couldn't end fast enough??

Pollen gives my car a halo =)

Sometimes i REALLY miss my bestfriends.

Putting effort into friendships, relationships, w/e doesn't work out too well when your the only one doing so. Its very hard to feel encouraged and motivated to keep in touch and talk to someone who doesn't even seem like thats what they want. So honestly, im done with that... i can say i put effort into it but im tired of it being one sided.

I think... sometimes i think i eat too much Pho... then i get to Pho and that thought is completely dismissed from me mind =D

Honestly wanted to quit ABC but i guess imma be there for a while ::sigh:: new co workers making up for my two friends who got canned lol but its not the same... now two more of my co workers are leaving and that makes me sad... i dont want to work somewhere if i dont have friends lol it may seem childish but my job is so chill that it requires ppl to talk to.. its gonna suck with out them ::cries::

UGH! speaking of work. I hate kids..... we have a little play area in the children's dept and sometimes the kids absolutely tear up the whole place. It takes me 15 mins to pick up everything and clean it up again. I hate looking for blocks... -_____-
Also... those lil brats tear apart books!! RAWR!!
happy thoughts... happy thoughts....

wait....
no naruto and bleach this week...
dammit...

anyways i should prolly go sleep, got that wonderful 8 o'clock class tomorrow =D

PS; this semester REALLY couldnt end fast enough