And so because of my insane nd retarded sleep schedule i find myself
here on facebook writing this note. Because hey... i'm not gonna sleep
till 5am n e way... wake up at 3pm as usual...
...wait...
...damn.. going out tomorrow... "early" 12:00pm. ::sigh:: yet i cant
find myself to sleep any earlier... why is that? not like i have
anything to do up so late...early, whichever.
stupid insomnia ::shakes fist::
so anyways...
1. Been waiting two weeks to go skiing. Plans got canceled the day
before planned day to go. GUH. i hate last minute changes when i'm
really looking forward to doing something ::pout pout::
but its okay. I have an awesome best friend who created "AMINA day" just to take me out and cheer me up. i love you.
2. Facebook tells me "okay" is not a word. Apparently "Tokay" is the correct term for...whatever it means. i'm so confused.
3. I'm starting to realize that chatting online has dumbed down my
writing and grammar skills. I cant speel anymore and i write in
fragments
4. With the economy uhh... dying, lots of friends are in need of a job.
Yes i work at a Christian store. No i cannot just hand you a job. I'm
merely a sales associate whose opinion the higher ups couldn't care
less about lol sad but true. So sure, i'll hand you an application...
sure, i'll turn it in... sure, i'll wish you luck. But thats about it.
Sorry. My job sucks in pay anyway... u wouldn't want to work there.
5. Chipotle, my love, my life. I needa stop going to you for a while...
well for many reasons ::pokes belly:: ahem... well mainly b/c one
worker [[whom i don't know]] seems to know me...."so?"... well you see
the only reason he knows me is b/c ..."Hey, you work at
staples?"...."no"..."Oh, cause i see you all the time ::hints at my
blue uniform shirt:: wearing that so i figured....(trails off)"
why does this bother me? i have no idea. I just feel that if a random
worker recognizes me as a usual then that means i'm going there too
much lol... self conscious? possibly.. but thats just how i feel right
now. This may change tomorrow haha.
6. This past winter break has really let me see which people matter the most to me.
7. " I built up a wall, not to block others out, but to see who would
care enough to break it down" - I think i've unconsciously done just
that. And sadly enough i've watched very few people do the latter. Why
is everyone abandoning me? But at the same time, I was not disappointed
by certain people.
Thank you.
8. I quote bumper stickers.
9. I've decided to give up. I'm letting you go... but as long as you want me around, I'll be here.
10. Hmm... "sacrifices aren't meant for the selfish"... just popped
into my mind. My quote or someone else's? Either way theres a lot of
truth in that.
11. I Have a growing obsession with my ps2... but i really really want a ps3 (Final Fantasy XIII Versus calls out to me)
12. Next week is going to be pretty exciting for me =)
12. It's 4:15am and im hungry...
(wait #12 again??...::shurg:: ok sure)
sleepy? nah, not yet...
but sleep will come in time...
i guess...
... man i'm hungry....
