What you are is what you have been, and what you will be is what you do now

Thursday, February 24

ten thousand lifetimes together

1. i love my best friends. They're my life. Without them my life would suck.



2. Some people like to blame themselves for things that aren't their
fault. Its just in their nature to take the blame for others and feel
that what happened, happened because they did not do everything in
their power to prevent it from happening. What are you? superman? god?
Stop putting everything on your shoulders and carrying burdens that
don't even belong to you. Theres nothing you could have done. You cant
tell the future nor can you control it. Things happen for a reason. You
just have to be strong about it and deal with the consequences and move
on. Because hey, "Life sucks and then you die"



Just be that loving parent, sister, brother, significant other, friend, stranger, whomever you can.



3. Forgive others...



For who are we to deny someone else forgiveness for trespasses we ourselves make on a daily basis.

The Lord our God forgives us for every little white lie... and every little black sin...

A perfect and loving God showering divine grace upon an imperfect and sinning race.



4. Stephanie once asked me for "one thing that you think the world needs" [[or something to that affect]].........



"Compassion"



5. I've gotten into the habit of drinking water regularly now, cause
believe it or not, being dehydrated is not a hobby of mine. Contrary to
popular belief...I in fact, do not enjoy it =p.



6. Emotions are weird. They confuse me. And as someone once said "they suck"



I was a little... conflicted about an... issue. But i think i'm finally coming to terms with it.

Better late then never right? The reaction was just a little slow ::chuckles::

Those few months were the best.. the memories will always be cherished.

Sometimes the irony in life really kills me, but i like a challenge.
And even still, i would not have changed my decision. Your okay. And i
think i can say i am too. now.



Thank you for everything.



7. With last semesters grades bumping up my GPA (yay) i find myself
more ambitious then ever about my college career. I have something i
want out of life and i plan to attain it. SP2009 here i come!



8. An annoying nervous habit of mine is to laugh... a lot... so if im
ever in your presence and i seem to be laughing a lot.. obnoxiously...
and awkwardly.. you now know why haha.



9. Pho after periods of withdrawal is... orgasmic ::laughs::



10. I used to make fun of my cuzzo cause he would drive around all the
time, just for fun. "It's such a waste of gas and time... what do u
honestly get out of that?"... he gave me an answer but i don't think i
could fully appreciate it until i took up the habit myself...



the freedom and relaxation from a late night drive downtown... blasting music... windows down.. its really great...



when im angry or upset.. i drive

when im bored and anxious i drive

when the weathers good and im blissful i drive

when i need comfort and time i drive

when i need solitude and time away i drive

when i want to finally feel like im in control of something i drive

whenever the hell i want.. i just drive...